Or am I slowing down
Just spinning around
And I don’t don't know why All the pieces don’t don't fit Thought I really didn’t didn't give a shit
I never wanted to be like you
But for all I aspire
I am really a liar
And I’m I'm running out of things I can do
I’d I'd like to stay
But every day
Everything pushes me further away
If you could show
Help me to know
How it’s it's supposed to be
Where did it go?
Well, okay, enough
You’ve You've had your fun
But come on there has got to be someone
That hasn’t hasn't yet become
So numb
And succumb
God damn I am so tired of pretending
Of wishing I was ending
When all I’m I'm really doing is trying to hide
And keep it inside
And fill it with lies