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| album =''[[Pretty Hate Machine]]''
 
| album =''[[Pretty Hate Machine]]''
 
| length =4:33
 
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| versions =Kinda I Want To <br> Kinda I Want To (''[[Purest Feeling (halo)|Purest Feeling]]'') <br> Kinda I Want To (Demo)
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| BPM = 104
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| versions =Kinda I Want To <br> Kinda I Want To (Demo)<br>Kinda I Want To (''[[Purest Feeling (halo)|Purest Feeling]]'')
 
| live =[["Pretty Hate Machine" Promotional Tour]]
 
| live =[["Pretty Hate Machine" Promotional Tour]]
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}}'''"Kinda I Want To"''' is the sixth track on the 1989 release ''[[Pretty Hate Machine]],'' and has ties to lust, though it's unclear exactly what the speaker wants to do or whom they want to do it with.  Notably hard to write, [[Trent Reznor]] has always been very unsatisified with the song and thinks it's by far the worst song he's ever done. He has also stated it's the one song he will not play live anymore, though as with anything, this is subject to change.
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}}'''"Kinda I Want To"''' is the sixth track on the 1989 release ''[[Pretty Hate Machine]],'' and has ties to lust, though it's unclear exactly what the speaker wants to do or whom they want to do it with.  Notably hard to write, [[Trent Reznor]] has expressed dissatisfaction with the song[https://www.theninhotline.com/archives/articles/display/555] and thinks it's by far the worst song he's ever done. He has also stated it's the one song he will not play live anymore, though as with anything, this is subject to change.
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The song references "[[Down In It (song)|Down In It]]" by quoting its beat and drum patch during the bridge.
  
 
===Song Credits===
 
===Song Credits===
 
*Production: Trent Reznor, [[John Fryer]]
 
*Production: Trent Reznor, [[John Fryer]]
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*Engineering: John Fryer, [[Keith LeBlanc]], [[Kennan Keating]], [[Ken Quartarone]]
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*Engineering: John Fryer, [[Keith LeBlanc]], Kennan Keating, Ken Quartarone
 
*Mix: John Fryer, Trent Reznor, Keith LeBlanc
 
*Mix: John Fryer, Trent Reznor, Keith LeBlanc
  
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===Other===
 
===Other===
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*''[[Purest Feeling (halo)|Purest Feeling]]'' (Demo)
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*''[[Purest Feeling (halo)|Purest Feeling]]''
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*''[[Demos and Remixes]]'' (Demo)
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*''[[Demos & Remixes]]''
  
 
==Versions==
 
==Versions==
 
===Kinda I Want To===
 
===Kinda I Want To===
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Beginning with what sounds like garbled cries, the sixth track on ''Pretty Hate Machine'' is perhaps the most solely beat driven song on the album, lacking a clear melody and utilizing a lot of samples and loops (similar to ''[[Year Zero]]''). The middle section samples the drum beat, similar guitar work and some vocals from [[Down In It (song)|Down In It]]. The distorted cries at the end segue directly into "[[Sin (song)|Sin]]."
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Beginning with what sounds like garbled cries, the sixth track on ''Pretty Hate Machine'' is perhaps the most solely beat-driven song on the album, lacking a clear melody and utilizing a lot of [[samples]] and loops (similar to ''[[Year Zero]]''). The middle section samples the drum beat, similar guitar work, and some vocals from "Down In It". The rolling drum fills on the choruses are sampled from "Good Old Music" by Funkadelic. The distorted cries at the end segue directly into "[[Sin (song)|Sin]]".
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===Kinda I Want To (Demo)===
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'''''Running Time: 4:43'''''
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With a completely different arrangement and lead melody, less distorted audio samples and a much more upbeat feel, this demo version from the ''Demos & Remixes'' [[bootlegs|bootleg]] resembles early 80's house music more than its "breakbeat"-esque counterpart from ''Pretty Hate Machine.'' The lyrics are the same as the final version, but feature an additional bridge in the middle wherein Reznor repeats the line "Why does it have to be this way?" over and over, harmonizing with himself. The ending also features a rapidly strumming acoustic guitar, before the entire song fades into quiet synths. The ascending synth melody that runs through the final third of the track is very similar to the one heard during the bridge of "[[Into The Void (song)|Into The Void]]".
  
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===Kinda I Want To (''Purest Feeling'' Version)===
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===Kinda I Want To (''Purest Feeling'')===
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With a completely different arrangement, a solid synthetic melody, less distorted audio samples and a much more upbeat feel to it, the ''Purest Feeling'' version of "Kinda I Want To" resembles early 80's house music more than it's "breakbeat"-ish counterpart from ''Pretty Hate Machine.'' The song's arrangement is completely different in structure though the lyrics are the same with an additional bridge in the middle where Reznor repeats the line "Why does it have to be this way?" over and over while harmonizing with himself. The ending also features a rapidly strumming spanish guitar sound similar to that used in "[[The Becoming]]" off of ''[[The Downward Spiral (halo)|The Downward Spiral]],'' before the entire song fades into soft synths.
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'''''Running Time: 4:48'''''
  
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===Kinda I Want To (Demo)===
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This version is very similar to the demo version in structure and sound, though it uses a dialog sample in the intro, and different synths and percussion.
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This version is almost exactly like the ''Purest Feeling'' version in structure and sound, though it uses much simpler synths and percussion, no sampling and very little background. This is perhaps one of Reznor's earliest demos as [[Nine Inch Nails]].
 
  
 
==Live==
 
==Live==
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Coming soon
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The song was only played live on the [["Pretty Hate Machine" Promotional Tour]] and, according to Reznor, is unlikely to be played again.
  
 
==Lyrics==
 
==Lyrics==
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     I want to (I'll take my chance tonight)
 
     I want to (I'll take my chance tonight)
  
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The parenthetical portion of the last line appears only in the liner notes and early versions of the song.
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The first line in the second verse is changed in the final recording to be
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    When every thought I'm thinking of is you
 
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Latest revision as of 03:16, 12 March 2025

Album:Pretty Hate Machine
Length:4:33
Tempo:104 BPM
Versions:Kinda I Want To
Kinda I Want To (Demo)
Kinda I Want To (Purest Feeling)
Live:"Pretty Hate Machine" Promotional Tour

"Kinda I Want To" is the sixth track on the 1989 release Pretty Hate Machine, and has ties to lust, though it's unclear exactly what the speaker wants to do or whom they want to do it with. Notably hard to write, Trent Reznor has expressed dissatisfaction with the song[1] and thinks it's by far the worst song he's ever done. He has also stated it's the one song he will not play live anymore, though as with anything, this is subject to change.

The song references "Down In It" by quoting its beat and drum patch during the bridge.

Contents

  • 1 Song Credits
  • 2 Appearances
    • 2.1 Halos
    • 2.2 Other
  • 3 Versions
    • 3.1 Kinda I Want To
    • 3.2 Kinda I Want To (Demo)
    • 3.3 Kinda I Want To (Purest Feeling)
  • 4 Live
  • 5 Lyrics

Song Credits

  • Production: Trent Reznor, John Fryer
  • Engineering: John Fryer, Keith LeBlanc, Kennan Keating, Ken Quartarone
  • Mix: John Fryer, Trent Reznor, Keith LeBlanc

Appearances

Halos

  • Pretty Hate Machine

Other

  • Purest Feeling
  • Demos & Remixes

Versions

Kinda I Want To

Beginning with what sounds like garbled cries, the sixth track on Pretty Hate Machine is perhaps the most solely beat-driven song on the album, lacking a clear melody and utilizing a lot of samples and loops (similar to Year Zero). The middle section samples the drum beat, similar guitar work, and some vocals from "Down In It". The rolling drum fills on the choruses are sampled from "Good Old Music" by Funkadelic. The distorted cries at the end segue directly into "Sin".

Kinda I Want To (Demo)

Running Time: 4:43

With a completely different arrangement and lead melody, less distorted audio samples and a much more upbeat feel, this demo version from the Demos & Remixes bootleg resembles early 80's house music more than its "breakbeat"-esque counterpart from Pretty Hate Machine. The lyrics are the same as the final version, but feature an additional bridge in the middle wherein Reznor repeats the line "Why does it have to be this way?" over and over, harmonizing with himself. The ending also features a rapidly strumming acoustic guitar, before the entire song fades into quiet synths. The ascending synth melody that runs through the final third of the track is very similar to the one heard during the bridge of "Into The Void".

Kinda I Want To (Purest Feeling)

Running Time: 4:48

This version is very similar to the demo version in structure and sound, though it uses a dialog sample in the intro, and different synths and percussion.

Live

The song was only played live on the "Pretty Hate Machine" Promotional Tour and, according to Reznor, is unlikely to be played again.

Lyrics

    I can't shake this feeling from my head
    There's a devil sleeping in my bed
    He's watching you from across the way
    I cannot make this feeling go away
    
    I know it's not the right thing
    And I know it's not the good thing
    But kinda I want to
    
    I'm not sure of what I should do
    When everything I'm thinking of is you
    All of my excuses turn to lies
    Maybe God will cover up His eyes
    
    I know it's not the right thing
    And I know it's not the good thing
    But kinda I want to
    Kinda I want to
    
    Maybe just for tonight
    We can pretend it's all right
    What's the price I pay?
    I don't care what they say
    I want to
    I want to (I'll take my chance tonight)

The parenthetical portion of the last line appears only in the liner notes and early versions of the song.

The first line in the second verse is changed in the final recording to be

    When every thought I'm thinking of is you


Previous track - "Something I Can Never Have" Track 6 from Pretty Hate Machine Next track - "Sin"
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