Cletrabnin
So impressed with all you do Tried so hard to be like you Flew too high and burnt the wing Lost my faith in everything
Lick around divine debris Taste the wealth of hate in me Shedding skin, succumb defeat This machine is obsolete
Made the choice to go away Drank the fountain of decay Tear a hole exquisite red Fuck the rest and stab it dead
Broken, bruised, forgotten, sore Too fucked up to care anymore Poisoned to my rotten core Too fucked up to care anymore Broken, bruised, forgotten, sore Too fucked up to care anymore Poisoned to my rotten core Too fucked up to care anymore
In the back, off the side and far away Is a place where I hide, where I stay Tried to say, tried to ask, I needed to All alone, by myself, where were you?
How could I ever think it funny how Everything they swore it wouldn't change, is different now Just like you would always say, we'll make it through Then my head fell apart, and where were you?
How could I ever think it funny how Everything you swore would never change, is different now Like you said, you and me, make it through Didn't quite, fell apart, where the fuck were you?
Alisha, you will probably never understand how I feel about you. You're the closest thing to a friend i've had in a while, and I want to hang on to that. You are a beautiful person on both the outside and the inside, and your messages always make me feel better. I would tell you all my inner feelings about you, but I can't cuz i'm too scared of rejection. Loneliness can make people do and say stupid things, but I don't think this is one of those things. If you understand, please message me back. If not, that's fine too.